I'm. Not. Attracted. To. Her.

Gosh. I just love the stereotype that just because I'm not straight and I am "female" that I'm attracted to all the other females that are close to me. Thanks mom! But alas, no. As much as I consider Kidd to be hot and I enjoy sharing sexual jokes with her and flirting, I wouldn't touch her because instead of being someone I want a sexual relationship with, she's my friend, my rock when I need someone because I'm hurting. Or Aija, my bestie. I'll gladly share sexual jokes with her, but the thought of touching her in that way is something I'll never do. We don't like each other that way.

So my mom told me that it sounds like I'm doing stuff with my best friend because I took a shower when it was just me and her in the house. 1) I took the shower alone, and 2) seeing her naked is not something I want to repeat. She also said that's part of the reason I'm no longer aloud to have sleepovers. Gee, thanks mom!